Olin miller said, “Of all liars, the smoothest and most convincing is memory.”
Funny how reality is substantially altered by the slightest tweak of remembrance. The most minute detail, if forgotten can have drastic implications when recalling later on the sequence of events that may or may not have occurred in a period of time. I hate when I cant remember anything - even when I’m singing a song in my head if I can’t remember lyrics there are blips of music in my mind and it bothers me. That whole “on-the-tip-of-my-tongue” feeling or the string of finger snaps. It bugs me. But even more than that i hate being condemned for something I cant remember. Where’s my defense? Or alibi? I have none to garner if i don’t even know against what i must defend myself.
I guess if I can’t remember what happened then this punishment shouldn’t be as bad. But it sucks ass
I guess better now than later down the road when more time and emotion was invested into this. Parting is such sweet sorrow.